how it is and how it used to be

I am not sure why I am posting right now, as I know I am going to later after I get home. Tonight is going to be OUT OF HAND. I'm not going to give it away because I'm sure that posting openly about it may get the cops called and I've had enough interactions with THA MAN in the last couple weeks that I'm sure my luck is wearing out.

Besides that, a friend being stressed and not talking to me about the issue makes me feel bad, like I could be doing more to alleviate the situation. Friday is his last day in town. I need to figure out when we can hang out before he leaves for good! I have CD's to give him!