i used to be great

i used to be good.
no, fuck it, i used to be great.




i go through phases with this thing. it's funny how life gets in the way. needed to slow down anyway.

good riddance to toxic friends and worthless words.

hello to new opportunities and new people.

i can't help but laugh. for all the good it does, anyway.

i forgot what it felt like

To feel a spark. To feel giddy about something.

What a spurt of fearlessness can lead to...



this was really one of the most surreal, pivotal days of my life.

on to the next

Going back to my old ways. I say old ways like it's been years, but really, just since June.

Semester number three back at school down. Am I a second semester junior yet or what? And now that I've changed my focus/minor it should be sooner that I'll be done with school than originally anticipated. Yay.

Tiniest friends and I are working on a big project.

Hm.

I find it very interesting that people in your life fluctuate in importance so frequently. Its like they're only important when they can offer you something and when that something (validation, ego, etc) is gone, it's onto the next. I think I knew that about you from the get, which is why I've never bothered much. Sorry.



School is nearly done for the semester. Stressed? Yup.